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so i'm listening to the bouncing souls (manthem at the moment, but the song's changing... now it's true believers, fuck yes) and they are so effin good. holy crap. i kinda wish they were touring on their own this summer rather than on the warped tour because of the criminally short sets. oh well. hopefully paint it black will put out a new record sometime soon.

alex myhr keeps including me in the list of people he sends his "inviting you to another drunk party" emails and i feel kinda bad about leaving them behind this semester (although it's yet to be seen if that'll really happen) but it's pretty much for the better (ooh new song: serenity.)

it's summer and i may have just failed to get a job that is criminally hard to not get. vlada hasn't replied to my email, i haven't heard back from ali yet, dan is godknows where in ontario, dehui and sandy are in asia, and shuang is in the dominican republic. and kat and will are in montebello.

at least i have my first bass lesson in months tomorrow. hopefully that won't be sucky and we can get things rolling together. and hopefully i won't sleep through it.

oh, and that lingering smell of hormone-induced false hope is creeping in again. i'm really lame. just... lame. (new song: say anything)

myspace is still godawfully full of perfect people. i wish i came off half as cool as that, even if only on myspace itself. then i could sort of think to myself... at least i look cool to the untrained eye on myspace. that would probably buoy my self-esteem more than it should (new song: the gold song!)

at least i have a working patch cord. it's nice to be able to play and hear the amp growling along. fuck i love how the bass sounds. it's the best instrument.

ps: there's already a band at http://www.myspace.com/withfriendslikethese

the only thing worse than finding someone's taken your name, is to find that it's not even a fully formed band, and they're into screamo. someone stab out my eyes with a fork.

or rather, don't. back in the ussa, germs, nomeansno, warped, rancid, and propagandhi. i can't miss all of those shows, goddamnit. that almost doubles my concerts-attended in one fucking summer. ha.